I feel like such a fat ass.. 130 pounds is just to much. Why? Why can’t I lose weight? I restrict and restrict but no matter what i can’t lose weight. I workout everyday and I even starve and purge. But nothing works. I feel like a big fat failure. I’ll never be good enough. Never thin enough. Never smart enough. Never pretty enough. Never ever. I’ll always be fat, ugly and worthless. I should just die.